I’m not a Jew; therefore I am only required to keep the laws that apply to a non-Jew. I left Christianity mainly because they said I did not have to keep the laws (mitzvot) which to a Jewish person means connection. Hashem requires people to stay connected to him by following his instructions not commandments. There isn’t a Jewish word for commandment. You cannot command somebody to do something if you gave him free will.
I serve the creator by serving the Jewish nation, and doing my best stay connected to G-d (the infinite creator), and in my spare time study the Torah, and ask Rabbis silly questions. Like what is the translation of Bar Mitzvah? I heard it is (“son of the commandment”)